I'm ADDICTED..

..tolong tolong..i'm addicted!!!..addicted apa eh?? oh PRISON BREAK..hehe..currently SEASON 4 sdg ditayangkan di US..& if nk dpt tgk kat Msia ni, rasanya thn dpn lah kot..disebabkan i x sggup menunggu begitu lama, alam siber menjadi fokus..dlm masa 2 hari i brjaya menonton 5 episode utk Season 4..yes!! tp x sabar ah nk tggu smbungan dia..knp lah diwujudkan 1 ep utk 1 week..buat lah marathon..habiskan dlm 1 hari je..x pyh i trnanti2 or trtunggu2 lg..hehe..episod 6 akn di tygkan mlm nnti wktu Msia di US..so by esk i dh blh tonton d web..yessss!..tp utk smbgn lain kena tggu week by week..huhu..tp x pa lah..demi michael scofield tercinta..akan ku tunggggguuuuuuu...:-)..sejak hari sabtu malam smpi hr ahad seharian, i mengadap skrin me'loading' & menonton citer ni..smbil baking pun smpt lg jengah progress sesi loading..hehe..PRISON BREAK followers aje yg bisa memahaminya..:-p

...friday nite hr tu i & my sis ke UPTOWN Danau Kota..kami smpi dh nearly 1 am..coz jalan teramat jammed..& dipenuhi lautan manusia..berasak2 umat..actually i x suka ke tmpt2 mcm ni coz i hate jam & kesesakan manusia..b4 this, i dtg cni sumer org yg drive..bkn me..hehe..tp sbb nk cari brg utk my so called daughter yg hnya blh didpti kat ctu..gagahkan jgklah..lgpun i nk search on sometg 4myself..dh nk tercabut kaki brjalan, brg sndiri x jmpa but i bought 2 things 4my rasta daughter..& 1 4 my sonni..b4 this dh beli 1 thing utk dia..but she requests more..hehe..so i just go & look 4 anthr..tp x tau lah dia suka ke x..coz x byk choice unless dia nk yg brnama BOB MARLEY..haha..keluar dr UPTOWN nearly 3 am..& manusia still me'laut' lg..giler ah..pkl brp depa ni tutup kedai agknya..xkan subuh kot..ntahlah..hehe..smpi rmh dh 3.30 am coz sggah KFC jap beli sometg utk my tank..then tdor kul 4 lbh..tp dh siap2 set alarm coz esk pagi2 buta lg dh plan utk shopppgg..haha..

..yup, sprti yg djgka..b4 8am on Saturday dh bangun..golek2 skt & dgn brsemangat terus mandi..haha..coz i need 2go 2d bank & check on d post office..cari duit utk shoppppg..dgn sebilangan duit yg ada, i blk rmh pick up my sis & my mom..& my bro tba2 lak ada dlm senarai ni..we headed to SOGO..hehe...jln kuching teramat jem..so i cari alternatif lain..yes..masuk jln duta & lalu bukit tunku & then park my car kat dpn bank negara tu..then cross d bridge & smpi lah sogo..haha..tba2 jd genius..nmpk je jem terus ada contigency plan..hebat hebat..haha..i bought new hbag..which is on sale..& its GOLD..yeaaaay..im lookg 4 white..xda yg menarik..tp xpalah..GOLD ni nmpk cantik plk..hehe..i bought 1 for my mom..utk buang2 karan & not 4 raya..then my sis merayu ajak pi MV plk..nk ikutkan mmg malas..coz dh rs x larat..tp dia pnya ayat tu 2 buah kedai je dia nk pi kat MV..so i turutkan lah..

..MV x jem..mengejutkan..but 2 get a parking, ermmm jenuh main pusing2 kat dlm tu..nk parking haram takut kena clamp plk..so, trpksa tggu peluang yg halal..hehe..my sis yg mula2 sebut 2 buah kedai tu, smpi je MV abih sumer level dia nk pergi..kaki ni dh mcm nk tercabut..nyaris je OKU..hehe..tp x pa..ada jgk yg i dpt beli kat cni 4 myself..hehe..best best..i bought GOLD color shoes at SACHS (2 match with my new hbag..yeayy), 1 Tee at ROMP & 1 Tee at MNG..puas..& duit dh pun semakin brkurang..stop shoppg nina..hehe..i mmg x plan nk beli apa2 4 my raya xcept 4 hbag..shoes & tees tu x sngaja beli..haha..prcaya x, i only hv 1 bj kurung 4 my raya..coz i got no raya mood this year (kenapa eh?? ntah..)..if ry ke2, ke3 or ke brp skalipun, i pakai je lah apa yg ada..hehe..ooops i brjaya beli donuts hr ni..spnjg puasa, this is d 1st time i dpt DONUT..yeaaaaaaaaaaay..thanx BA..hehe..i'll paste d pics of my shoppg trip esk2 if i rajin..:-)

..on sunday i just lepaking at home..bzying myself with loading & watchg d PRISON BREAK..then i try a new recipe 4 a choc chip cookies..hehe..success..but next time i've 2 reduce d amount of sugar..a bit sweet..;-)..chatted with my sonni last nite..there's a gud news..hopefully there'll b no changes & no delay..i can't wait any longer coz i miss him soooooooooooooooo much..:-p..TFLM my dear sonni..:-)

..ermmmmmmmmmm apa2pun..SALAM AIDILFITRI & SALAM SERIBU KEMAAFAN drp sy utk anda semua..ucapan awal diberikan in case sy terlalu malas utk mengarang sehari b4 raya..haha..ok..DRIVE SAFELY..hv a pleasant journey home..:-)

NOBODY KNOWS IT BUT ME..:-)

..im still no feeling well..almost 1 week this FLU 'haunting' me..huhu..i think its MUSIM FLU..coz 1 of my FB friend jgk mengalaminya..3days of bad flu..& it still on going..tp ada ke MUSIM FLU?? hahaa..mcm demam lah jgkkan..bila rmai org dmam, sure ada yg kata.."ooo mmg musim dia..sy pun dmam jgk.."..hehe..so mcm tu jgklah utk En. FLU...:-)

..kerana FLU ini jgk, hari2 weekend ku hnya dihabiskan dgn melepak di rmh..melayan tv..melayan alam siber yg penuh misteri..hehe..aku jgk MC on Monday hr tu krn En. FLU yg mgganas ini..sehingga ke hr ini, aku msih mengalami FLU..ermmm..adakah ia brbahaya krn masih brlarutan?? nnti aje aku tnyakan kpd yg pakar..haha..bt masa ni aku tgh boring kat ofis..coz mklumlah dh dkat2 nk raya ni..mood raya x da, tp moood nk cuti pnjg dh adaaa...sumer org mcm wujud & x wujud je kat ofis ni..pg td masa nk parkg keta pun, dh nmpk LENGANG tmpt parkg tu..apa akan jadi esok?? (jumaat) atau Isnin @ selasa dpn?? haha..lu pikirlah sndiri..sbb aku cuma ambk cuti sehari, 3hb Okt nnti shj..coz aku beraya kat cni..ermmm sure keSEPIan akn menyelubungi hari2 krja ku utk 3 hr berikut ni..ohhhh tidaaaaakkkkkk..haha..x pa xpa..aku x kisah..coz slalunya aku akn brcuti slps raya..tp bt masa ni aku x da destinasi utk dituju bg brcuti pnjg..ermmmm..ada cadangan?? :-p

..dh 2 hr jgk x brbicara dgn ankku yg brada nun jauh di perantauan..haha..tp x pa..aku tau dia sihat & segar bugar kat sana..coz aku msih menerima khbar melalui offline msg yg ditggalkan..so aku tau dia selamat wpun TYPHOON NINA menghantui mereka di sana..:-)..& hopefully apa yg sdg dia usahakn skrg akn mendpt GANJARAN yg setimpal..semoga dia sukses dlm mengejar impiannya...i miss u & i luv u my sonni..:-)..btw, apo ku khbrnya telah buat sesuatu kpd aset bunnynya..hehe..mcm mana lah rupa dia ek..x sbr nk tgk..:-p

World of My OWN..

..im not feeling well 2day..bad flu & mild fever..& this is my 100th posts..yeayyyyyy...but with this FLU i dont think i can write sometg nice here..coz my brain is not workg if im sick..hehe..so i'll continue when i get better..but b4 that let me CONGRATULATE myself..CONGRATS NINA! lets party!!..haha..but 1 thing that i nvr 4get even im sick is I LUV HIM SO MUCH & I DO MISS HIM BADLY 2NITE..:-)

..to be continued..

I FEEL GOOD..

..these 2 days, everytg went so well with me..i luv it..i hope it will stay like this 4eva..as i really appreciate it..but yes, i still need 2b careful as people change..& people do lie..huhu..but i hope they'r not..:-)

..i promise this 2 some1 2day..that i won't 4get him..yes, i promise i won't..:-)

nota kaki utk diri: MY 2days, closer, eachothr, NQ, songs, luv, miss, 4eva..

This I Promise U..

When the visions around you

Bring tears to your eyes

And all that surround you

Are secrets and lies

Ill be your strength

Ill give you hope

Keeping your faith when its gone

The one you should call

Was standing here all along..

And I will take

You in my arms

And hold you right where you belong

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you

Ive loved you forever

In lifetimes before

And I promise you never...

Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word

I give you my heart

This is a battle we've won

And with this vow

Forever has now begun..

Just close your eyes

Each loving day

I know this feeling wont go away

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you..

Over and over I fall

When I hear you call

Without you in my life baby

I just wouldnt be living at all...

Every word I say is true

This I promise you

Ooh, I promise you...

**i'm just being lazy 2 write..so just let d lyrics speak..:-p

KECELARUAN DI DASAR HATI..

..terlalu byk yg brlaku & terlalu sedikit pula waktu..kecelaruan minda & kebuntuan hati memaksa diri membiarkan ia brlalu prgi..tak perlu diingati & tak prlu dikenangi kerna ia hnya akan menambah luka yg sedia bersarang di hati..kecelaruan & kebuntuan yg berterusan akan memakan diri yg kerinduan..sungguhpun jarak tidak pernah membatasi selagi teknologi yg ada diaplikasi..namun kadangkala kesungguhan diri bagai tidak dihargai..diri terus menanti dan menanti sesuatu yang belum pasti..matahariku, terangilah lah dasar hati ini..:-(

Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku

Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu

Kini kau pergi dari hidupku

Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati

Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi

Tak ada lagi cahaya suci

Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku

Kubersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku

Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku

Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

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FEELING EMPTY..

..apa yg nk tulis ni..tajuk empty..tak kan my mind pun jadi so empty..almost 1 hour..tp still x da idea..tolonggggggggggggggg..hahaha..apa yg nk meraban kat cni nih..oklah mulakan dgn my friday lah..lg senang..hehe..jumaat hr tu krja mcm biasalah..tp yg plg best, this week from tuesday up to friday i pakai baju kurung je..hehe..kira hebat tu..mggu wanita melayu terakhir utk myself..i pakai baju kurung coz im lazy to find pasangan yg serashi utk my outfit..so, jln plg mudah ialah pakai baju kurung..4 sure ianya sepasang kan..haha..pemalasssss btul..bila lah nk jd rajin ni..

..d best part at work 2day (friday) ialah bila my 2nd boss say this.."shaza, all of u r very slow 2day.."..hahaha..yea lah mana x slow..dh lah pg, bateri blm full recharge lg..then dia suruh buat krja..i buat krja lain dulu..then his PA pun mcm tu..last2 kuar statement tu..lps dia blah me & my colleagues just laff..masa dia kuar statement tu i jwb, "yealah..td sy buat krja lain dulu.."..nk tau x krja apa i buat b4 buat krja dia suruh tu? look at my facebook & then layan my othr colleague brcakap..hahahha..giler kan..during lunch time i went to d mall, lookg 4 sometg..& i found it..yeaaaaaaaaaaaaay...i juga brjaya menemui BAZAAR RAMADHAN yg best hr ni..yes! mcm2 ada kat ctu..i akan selalu prgi menjelajah ke cni startg 2day..hehe..son is nowhere 2b found..i call him at nite..& then call him again at 2.30 am b4 im off to bed..heard trish sing UNBREAK MY HEART..so sorry 4 her..huhu..& i miss him so much..:-(..chatted with sahabat yg melupakan aku..wahai sahabat, aku masih menanti ceritera cinta yg dijanjikan itu..hehe..vampire tdor pkl 3 pg hr ni..hehe..tp x kisahlah coz its weekend, i ada time utk ganti tdor blk..:-p..

..on Saturday, pg2 lg dh dikejutkan oleh my sis..nak ajak pi beli kain & ke tailor..haha..sumer last minute..kami mmg mcm ni..padahal kain sedia ada dh brkurun beli..tp x prnh terfikir nk p htr kat tailor..dh dkat smggu puasa baru nk menggelabah htr ke tailor..ada ke yg nak?? haha..puas lah mencari merata2 kat pekan ni, at last ada jgk yg nak..& blh siap cepat plk tu..my 1st baju raya is ok, my friend will do it 4me..but yg i htr ni quite complicated coz its only 3 1/2 metres material..only yg expert je blh jd kan baju utk org yg mcm i..hahaha..hrp2 cantik lah nnti..coz kain tu my friend bg, & its from myanmar..hehe..lps dh jmpa tailor, kami ke saloon plk..krja giler lg..x da plan pun nk pi saloon..nmpk saloon tu x brp ramai org, kami pun sggah..wash je..but my elder sis, tba2 lak trfkr nak cut her hair..dh cut plk..hehe..reach home nearly 2 pm..& my son is already online..he ask me this, "where've u been??" since dia dh 2 jam online & i m not..sorry son, mummy is so bz here..haha..chat with him not 4 long as he got sometg 2do..its ok lah..x kisah..but sorry 2 mama coz i didnt know its u who chatted with me 4 a few mins..:-)

..lps chat dgn my son i cntinue surfing & chat with few other friends..but since tdor yg xckup mlm tu, i x dpt nk stay up lama..dkat pkl 4 ptg, mata dh semakin berat..haha..so i xcuse myself & plan to take a short nap..siap set alarm lg..utk 45 mins nap..kesudahannya, pkl 6 lbh baru bangun..hahaha..alarm pun x tau bunyi ke x..so x dpt lah pi bazaar ramadhan..sbb sure dh sesak if 6.30 ptg..susah nk cari parkg sumer..so baik x yah pi..hehe..pasrah je lah..after buka posa chatted with son skjap je coz im in a rush..terawih beb..dia jnji nk tggu smpi i blk..tp haraaaam..x da pun..hahaha...no prob..tau kondisi dia mcm mana..& 2day im online up to 3.30 am..coz topic yg trlalu menarik diprbincangkan mnyebabkan i stay smpi 3.30 pg..haha..hnya yg tahu bisa memahami..:-p

Tuning Myself..

..ermmmmmmmm my life kembali ke normal..cuma hati x brp normal..haha..coz i miss my son..i miss my apo..huhu..i col him on Monday eve, he safely arrived home..gud 2 hear that..& on Tuesday we r not in contact..i dont wanna col or text coz wanna let him njoy his time there..while here, i'm being lazy & sleepy at work..tu lah, sapa suruh cuti lama2 lg..kan dh jd malasssss..haha..whatever d 2nd boss instruct, i just take note & done nothing..hahaha..baeeeeek punya...

..selepas brmggu menjadi vampire, akhirnya kembali ke asas2 kehidupan normal..lgpun bulan puasa kan..sure kena menjadi lebih baik..tp x brmksud yg selama ni x baik..haha..my sister yg dh almost 1 week x brtemu mata dgn myself, on monday eve b4 buka puasa kinda shock when she look at my face..my SUPER DUPER PANDA EYES attract her so much..haha..she said, ur eyes really tired!!..i said yeah, i know - im gonna get some rest + i didnt apply my body shop eye serum 4 quite sometimes..baeeeek pnya cover line nih..hahaha..if x kena bebel which is quite memboringkan..hehe..monday nite, i just spent my time with surfing d net & chattg..& guess what, myG is online..yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay..i'm so happy & he kinda surprise seeing me online that early (according to his time..hehe)..they r also on public holiday that monday & thats d reason y he's online..we never ever chat 'that early'..thats our 1st..:-)

..On Wed, my son online later in d afternoon..chatted with him 4 abt 1 1/2 hours..which is enuff..hehe..& its my 1st day puasa..so i take this opportunity 2 wish u guys SELAMAT BERPUASA..sorry 4d late wishes..coz i x mula puasa at d same day u guys puasa..haha..bln puasa ni yg plg best is bazaar ramadhan kan? but im kinda dissapointed lah..this year bazaar ramadhan is below my expectation..not so many choice of food..huhu..i want sometg ABNORMAL..& i need moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee foood..hehe..i went 4 terawih with my sis..& later continue surfing & chattg + CSI..its CSI nite..chat with SAHABAT yg MELUPAKAN AKU up to 1 am..hehe..& then off to bed..

..On Thurs, my son online quite early.. he woke up early as promise..:-p..chatted not 4 long as he got 2go 4 a meetg..i promise him to call him when he is with apo..but at d time i col, he's still on his way..talk to him 4 abt 15 mins, & its really cheap..i'm gonna call him everyday since its very very cheap..haha..i promise to col him back later at nite..& while waiting 4d buka puasa time, i try to call apo..& i got him..hehe..he's so happy when i col..he tell me 'sometg'..im so sorry to hear that my apo..u shudnt be treated like that..i dont know what 2 say..i hope u'll b ok..huhu.. at nite i cntinue with d net..& son's online..but not 4 long as he need to SLEEP (???)..hehe..i didnt col him as promise coz he already online..:-p..quite kecoh 2nite coz of that PILLOW..haha..& some1 get jealous..but who cares..just mind ur own business..pls dont disturb mine..haha..