BZ, LAzY & CraZy..

..hi guys..sorry for not updating this blog..i've been busy, lazy & crazy d whole week..since last sunday up to 2day, my life schedule is like HURU HARA..it looks like VAMPIRE is my IDOL 4 this week..i didnt sleep at nite..sleep a bit at day time..looks like PANDA eyes is on ME too..i'm taking so much leave..just go 2 work for only 1 day this week....im taking a leave bcoz i need a rest on monday bcoz im gonna spend d whole nite/morning lepaking with friends & my beloved son + apo after d concert..& im taking a leave on wed & thurs bcoz at 1st my son is scheduled to leave on Thurs morning..but now everythg has changed..but im still taking that leave coz i feel lazy to go to work..huhu..& today also i didnt go 2 work..i just continue my leave..will only be workg on Tuesday next week..wow..what a long holidayyyyyy...yeaaaaaaaaaaaay..

..on sunday after concert we lepaking at d hotel lobby up to early morning..then we continue somewhere else..i really enjoy meetg new friends & also treasure d very last moment im havg with my beloved son..we got d chances to talk & talk & talk up to 7.30 am..vampire dont even stay up till 7.30 am but i did..so i am so much advance than my IDOL..hehe..i just sleep for 3 hours that day but managed to hangout with D after that..we went 4 a movie, DEATH RACE at MidValley..we had lunch there..& i had such a marvellouves dessert at ZEN called CHOCOLATE GATEUX, if im not mistaken..im sure gonna get there again & again for that super duper taste..hehe..i reach home nearly 7.00 pm..& thought off havg some sleep..but i failed..i go on chat & chat & chat on YM up to 2.30 am..i dont know where i got that strength 2 b awake till that late even i dont hv enuff sleep..:-p

..tuesday is d only day i went 4 work & later in the eve we had small farewell gathering 4 my son & pc..its bcoz his close fans request 4 it & bcoz at 1st we never knew that they'll be a changes/delay on d flight..they had fun chit chattg here & there..this is d 1st time d fans get together & seat at 1 table..we had pizza, kfc & donuts..thats enuff coz d food is not that important here..but d MEETG is..we continue talk & talk & my son wish to go 4 sightseeing at nite..we fulfilled his wish by taking him to the LOOKOUT POINT which is located in Ampang..we had so much fun there..taking pics with d help of guibb da best paparazzi & photographer ever..and d journey ends at 6.30 am..i reach home nearly 7.30 am..& still got that strength to check my mails & chat..sometg happen..but i managed to talk to him..he promise to change..i hope & i wish he will..

..on wednesday i just stay at home..chattg, lepaking & sleepg..as i really need it..hahaha..& on thursday i had a half day rest & went 2 d workshop 2 fix my car..& later in d eve went out 4 another movie with son, apo & D..GHOST HOUSE, it SUCKSSS..haha..not recommmended 4 viewing..u guys pls dont..wasting ur money..haha..later i spent some quality time with my son till 5.30 am..& there's no more work 4me today..its ok..he's leaving soon..i shud spend more & more & more time with him..i wish i cud..

*** sorry if there's grammatical error, spellg error or u dont really understand what i'm writing up there..it is bcoz i'm sleepy and i'm not sleepg yet..:-p

ALL THE BEST!!

...ALL THE BEST & GUD LUCK to my fav. PC, D'REBORN & ONE NATION EMCEES..if one of u bcome the winner, i'll be more than satisfied..but if NOTTTTT..ermmmmmm don't know what to say..however, i really hope PC could win..they really need the MONEY..huhu..

...i watched d full dress rehearsal last nite..& its a mistake..i feel bad..hope everytg gonna b ok 2nite..my son & apo, i do hope u could do sometg abt it..i know u guys can..its not ur first..dont get nervous..give ur all out!!! but d so called SOLO performance, SUPERB!!..- enuff said..

p/s: my son lost his cell phone..:-(

Charity Work..

...ermmmm mlm smlm my sis ajak i prgi membeli groceries di Gergasi disbbkan our stock dh nearly habis..so dgn rajinnya i ikut wpun selalunya i tak nak prgi if i yg kena drive..hehe..& entah mcm mana otw nk kuar ke parkg tersinggah pulak kedai BATA..& i yg mmg dh lama mencari sandal baru yg sesuai utk kaki telah berjaya mengePOW my sis utk sandal ini..hehe..dgn muka berkerut my sis pay 4 it..yuhuuu..4me, jenama bkn satu isu yg besar coz yg penting i selesa & tdk menyakitkan kaki ini..coz i used 2 hv this problem since my school days..time tu body i x seMANTAP ni pun lg tp penyakit kaki tu mmg dh menyerang..i cant walk utk masa yg pnjang or berdiri terlalu lama..& if i nk beli kasut, sandal or even selipar i pilih yg tapak di bhgian tumit itu tdk KERAS..if sebranded mana pun ia, jika KERAS mmg i x leh pakai..huhu..tp skrg ok lah, under control..blh lyn konsert smbil berdiri sumer..if x every few minutes i kena duduk & put some ice dkat bhg tumit..i pakai heels utk function2 trtentu shj..if x, i lebih selesa dgn sandals or selipar jepun..hahaha

..sy telah berjaya mengumpul dana bg kerja amal terakhir utk tahun ini (mungkin)..yeaaaay..so brg2 yg akan disedekahkan adalah seperti ini..hebat x??..bkn selalu kita buat krja amal kan..lgpun kita mmbantu hnya pd org yg kita rasa memerlukan..baloi, mmg berbaloi..so, sapa2 yg rasa nk contribute, pls feel free 2 contact me..especially D..haha..& yg plg best barang2 ini sumernya diperoleh drp mega sale yg akan berakhir pada 1hb September nanti..so guys, jgn buang masa lets shoppg utk kali terakhir sebelum Ramadhan menjelma..hehe..

utk remaja lelaki..

..untuk warga perak (belum capai tahap emas)..

..utk remaja ppuan..

..utk kanak-kanak ppuan..

notes: hanya yg mengerti bisa memahami..

AngeNina Golie..

..on Tuesday i went to OU..all by myself..lookg 4 sometg..& i found it..i bought 1 & its black..hehe..& then after finish touring OU, i treat myself a Carl's Jr Superstar Sandwich Combo..& im full..huhu..don't even can finish my onion rings..d burger is sooo big..but enuff 4 my almost empty tank..:-p..i left OU at nearly 8.30 pm coz i wanna reach home b4 9.00 pm 2 watch TBM at TV2..:-p..some1 text me at 9.21 pm on sometg..then call me with an explanation..but i'm still curious abt it..huhu..sorry, this is just me..negativity always come first..& its bad..i know..:-(..btw, my BIG prob partly settled..end of d month it would be fully settle..yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay...

..ysterday i went to Central Market, Petaling Street & MidValley with D & Guibb..lookg 4 another something..& i found it at PS..yeaaaayyy..akung akung akung..haha..I had TO FU FA which is d best in town..u shud try..no lie..it is d best..Guibb d 1st timer agree with me..hehe..then we went to MV & got another from there..another yeayyyy..as its below d budget but nice..then we had our dinner at errrr..Carl's Junior & d same menu 4 me..but its ok lah..i'm lovin it..final destination, S.A...rescue 911..vitamin C safely delivered..its FUN..so xcited meetg A, yeeehaaaaa..& of coz MS..:-p..

Halusinasi..

..adakah aku sebagaimana yg aku fikirkan org menganggap aku sedemikian? atau hanya aku yg merasakannya sedangkan org tak pedulikan kehadiran/kewujudan aku dlm hidup mereka??..hidup dalam dunia yg penuh dengan tipu daya membuatkan aku kadang2 hilang segala deria..aku yang dulunya bisa bangkit dari keGAGALan dan begitu kuat dalam menempuh DUGAAN, kini bagai hilang segala keKUATan..emosi & rasa menguasai diri melebihi kemampuan akal dan gerak hati..arrrgghhhh..kembalikan keKUATan yg suatu ketika pernah aku miliki ini agar dapat aku bangkit & terus gagah menempuhi hidup yg semakin galak dikunjungi onak & duri..

..ermmm adakah kenyataan di atas ini adalah realiti atau sekadar halusinasi diri??..tepuk dada tanyalah diri atau lebih mudah..LU FIKIRLAH SENDIRI..hahaha...

..skrg bab lain plk..hehe..this is sometg 4 me 2 remember..since that 'sunday moment', things changed..every single day there's 'sometg' i received from him..if not much, it wud be 1 or 2..& that is enuff 4 me..hope it will last till d very end..coz i really treasure every single seconds i had with him..and at d moment i'm writing this, i got 2 from him..which d 2nd almost make me cry..huhu..& d TIME IS RUNNING OUT..

Wedding..

..hari ini i ada 2 wedding invitation..yg pertama ialah teman seperjuangan yang i kenal sejak zaman study di Scotland dulu..Mr. Erin a.k.a Kole..tp dia buat majlis kat Johor...terlalu jauuuuh utk pergi..huhu..sorry ek Kole, keadaan x mengizinkan utk aku pergi meraikan hari bersejarah dalam hidup mu..hehe..persahabatan yg terjalin dgn Mr. Kole ni kira2 dh masuk 13 tahun lah rasanya..cuma on & off coz kami JARAAAAAAANG sekali brjmpa..on & off bkn mcm bercinta k..on & off in contact maksud i..hehe..

..wedding yg kedua ialah my colleague, Dr. Wati..yg ni i kenal sejak zaman kerja kat cni..nearly 4 years lah..zaman tu x ramai lg org kat tempat ni..me & her antara yg pioneer kat sini & sama2 single, young & available..tp nampaknya dia dh sukses dlm pencariannya..haha..congrats wati!!..wedding dia kat Bangi je..so, maybe i just pergi yg ini..& i'm all alone..huh..bosan ni..i ni dh lah pemalu..nk kena pi sorg2..buat kat hall pulak..if buat kat rumah boleh je cover mata dgn pelindung matahari..ni kat dalam hall, if i pakai my shades apa lak org kata..buang tebiat pasti..hehe..

..selain drp itu, perancangan hari ini ialah menonton olympic games..hehe..tp lupa lak..Tropicana Medical Centre yg bakal dibuka di Kota Damansara (sebelah SEGi College) dh byk kali call minta i dtg ke ofis mereka utk dpt kan voucher rawatan percuma & khidmat konsultansi dgn doktor2 mereka hari ini di MidValley Boulevard..huh..tak minat ah dgn bnda2 mcm ni..lgpun my work skrg pun dikelilingi oleh pakar2 kesihatan jgk..so..perlu ke lg i prgi? haha..akan ku fikirkan..:-p

..till then, enjoy ur weekend..

CONGRATS LEE CHONG WEI..U MAKE ME PROUD..U MAKE MALAYSIA PROUD..DREAM BIG..GO FOR GOLDDDDD...!!!

Welcome MyG.A.C..

..yesterday i said that i'm gonna keep my money 1st bcoz i dont know what kind of fon i'm gonna buy..tapi kalau dh ppuan tu, ppuan jgk..x mnyempat2 nak pi 'jenguk'..dalam pada nak 'jenguk' tu i 'terbeli'..so, i dh ada cell fon baru..hehe..wpun x 'seberapa', tp i puassssss..coz apa yg i nak, ada pd 'dia'..so, this is what i bought..i name it MyG.A.C...my 'close friend's' name will always start with G..y? please dont ask..my secret..haha..my motorola i name it MyBabyG, my sony - MyG, my nokia i name it MyGael..& this one MyG.A.C..:-p..next??? dont know..hehe

..last nite a bit tired..kerja bkn byk pun..duduk je..tp penat x hingat..wpun penat smpat lah pi cari fon baru..hehe..dh puas godek isi2 dlm perut fon ni..mmg puas hati, lebih drp tu..:-)..& son text me ajak dinner..but sorry, mummy penat giler..x mmpu nak drive & duduk 4 another few more hours..some other times maybe son..so last nite i just layan few olympics games & my new cell fon..another amazing race from Michael Phelps..hehe..later i just tdoooooor..

This is d giordano tshirt that i bought on wednesday..not so bling2..tp ok lah..dh lama pendam nk beli..tp Q..knp x G..or J..or N..Giordano, pls lps ni huruf G or J or N ya..:-p

BYE BYE BYE..

...Wednesday, 13th August 2008..a day 4 me 2 remember as i hv 2 say gudbye 2 my 'close friend', Mr Nokia..huhu..i hope his new friend will taking care of him like what I did..

This is Mr. Nokia (pls ignore the message..haha)

..it will take some times 4 me 2 buy a new cell phone coz at d moment i dont hv any cell phone that i'm 'crazy' for..another 'abnormal' thing i've done..huhu..selling without thinking..:-p..but its ok lah..will keep the money till i get 'sometg' that i like..

..last nite i went to OU with D just to accompany son, apo & sheryl shoppg..son ask me to come..since OU is not so far from me & its not their management activity, i'm ok with it..hehe..me & D reach there around 9 pm..they already half way shopping..son still not feeling well..still got that flu..(at 1st..) but after he got what he want, he looks ok..he can joke, he can laff & as usual, talkative..mybe its homesick syndrome..what u think D?..coz he'll be ok when he is with us rite?? sound so weak over d phone & look so sick at d very 1st minute..not long after everytg is ok..its d same case as monday..very weak & shaky over the phone..when d rescue team arrived, not long after he's ok..i think yes, it is homesick syndrome..haha

..something funny happen last nite with regards to our dinner..choice of food, restaurant & so on..& finally they just hv BK whopper & K pattaya fried rice..& me Gold Medal Meal..sorry guys, we just can't..:-p..eh, i bought a tshirt 4 myself..d one that i'm eyeing for monthss..d not so bling2 tshirt by Giordano..yeaaaaay..will paste d pic later..i'm a bit lazy 2day..:-(

..shinta col me from jakarta ystrday..she said that she will not come 4d FINAL as there'll be no more slots for their performance..what the FCUK..after that so SHOCKING FINALIST results, they did this..we already 'plan' that sometg 4u my dear..but its ok, if not here, will be meetg u there..huhu..however, we hope that there's a LAST MINUTE CHANGES as what they did to the number of FINALIST!!!!..i'm so sorry for D'Raz, especially Rio..u've done a great job that nite..something wrong somewhere & u r d VICTIM..enuff said..

p/s: my dearest apo, get well soon k..

Luv is ALL AROUND..

..08.08.08 what a nice & lucky number it is..for some people they will take this opportunity to have their wedding or engagement ceremony on this beautiful date..and so the Beijing Olympics 2008..but for 3 'normal human being' on earth, they welcome this date with full of tears..it starts with few texts & words..soon after everything suddenly changed..emotional runs high..they start to cry..and come 12.00 a.m, 08.08.08 it get worse..they realised that their 'relations' is so 'special'..it something money can't buy..not here..not at the rest of the world..their early mission is no longer important as they have each other by their sides..but they will keep on fighting for all the love they treasure in each other's heart..

..to my beloved Js - enuff said..

I feel GOOD..

..yeah..i feel GOOD..my anger (d term he used..) is not as much as the luv i have 2wards him..after lots & lots & lots of thinking, i should just let my anger go..:-p

TIPU @ TAK..

...ermmmmmmm..hidup dalam dunia penuh kepura-puraan agak menyukarkan..tak pasti apa yg dinyatakan itu benar atau sekadar alasan..kadangkala ada di kalangan kita menipu untuk kebaikan..tapi kebanyakan daripada kita menipu utk 'kesenangan'..terlalu banyak penipuan kadangkala boleh membinasa badan kerna dihujung hari kebenaran pasti memunculkan diri..kepada yang menipu utk 'kesenangan', insaf2kanlah diri kerna tak selamanya 'ia' anda miliki..setelah kebenaran menghadirkan diri, pasti anda akan 'dihukumi'..

...erkkk tp kenapa dgn topik ni?? hehe..sebab terlalu kerap ia berlaku disekeliling saya..sehingga yg benar menjadi tidak kepada sy & yg tidak menjadi benar kepada sy..kerna terlalu byk penipuan menyebabkan kesukaran untuk membuat penilaian..but i dont give a damn..haha..just do whatever u wanna do..i'll be watching you..:-p

...another SOS text last nite..but i dont bother coz i'm not d 'tebal muka' type..hehe..sy x boleh berada di semua tempat yg tidak berkaitan dengan saya..sorry 4 that..will arrange our own trip yea..:-p

..eh lupa pulak..i'll be away..going 2 Pilahdelphia for 2 days..will be back on Sunday..c u guys on Monday...